this year has been incredible… i have learned so many life lessons that i will take with me in the future. i have never been this excited for summer, and i am prepared to doing things that i have never done… stepping out of my comfort zone. i’ve learned that i have to fight for what i want, and i have started doing so, and it has been working well. i have seperated vainess from importance… certain things i used to care about, just do not matter anymore to me. i know i have an amazing future ahead of me and being a LOTA will be the best thing that has ever happened to me… it’s amazing how it took me all year to realize i have everything i need right in front me… i am proud of myself for where i have come, and am ready to fight for what i want! the talks i have had with my mom have been indescribable and i have matured significantly… yes, i have become stronger… i also know i can do this… my journey is continuing… by next month, i know i will be completely satisfied with my body :D!